35 days.

I have a bad habit of counting down. I do it with my birthday right after Christmas. I have always done it in school.

I was one of those kids in high school that had the small numbers in her assignment book to show how many days are left.

It's not that I am trying to get out of the situation that I am in. I really enjoy what I am doing this summer and I really enjoy who I get to work with everyday but their is something in me that counts down.

I think it's my need for consistant change. I have never had the dream of settling down in a house with a white pickett fence. I want to travel and meet people and experience the reality of God in this world through different cultures.

I have a bad habit on counting down.